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Entry: Say Goodbye Apr 28, 2007

Well I did have something to write about yesterday, but my net took too long to load the site so I just gave up. Now I don't really know what to write about, I guess it doesn't matter anyway since only few people read it, lol. I don't care, I just like having somewhere to write random stuff. So now I'm listening to a song by Chris Brown titled "Say Goodbye" and well, I guess I'll make that my topic.

Basically, the song is about a him not feeling the same about the girl and about breaking up with her. He feels bad for it, but he knows he has to do it, it's kinda like 'its now or never'. And also about the unknown of what's going to happen next.

"How do you let it go, when you, you just don't know
What's on the other side of the door
When you're walking out
....
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye"

This song is so depressing and it's making me depressed. I feel so blocked right now, like emotionally. Physically, I'm okay, like I'm tired, but I'm okay. Just Emotionally, I just, don't know how I feel. I feel so many things.

Anyway, how do you know when to let go? Is it like one of those things where its like "you just know"? And how do you know that you know? Even if you decide to let go, is it easy? Because it isn't for me and I don't know what to do. In a way, I want to move on and I know I need to, but then I just don't want to because I'm scared of what's going to happen next. Because I don't know what's going to happen next.

I don't know if anyone's noticed, but someone must have, but I'm the kind of person who wants to know everything that's going to happen. I don't like being unsure, or not knowing or doing something that's unplanned.

Like I mean everything is going okay, you know? I mean the most important thing (school) is going okay, I'm not doing the best I could probably do, but I'm doing okay and I can feel myself improving especially in maths. And nobody's been stressing me out or anything, at least, not more than usual.

I don't know what to do. It's not like I don't trust anyone or anything, because there's heaps. I just can't bring myself to talk about it.

How does anyone know when time's up and that its for you to go? How do you decide? And when you do how can you carry it out?

5 comments


	jenny <3 May 31, 2007 07:48 PM PDT hello shirley x) ive noticed i havent visited here .. i shall visit more often xD emotions are a hard thing to control, although you may say to yourself one thing, deep down inside you dont feel that way .. anyways i dont know what im on about .. "Anyway, how do you know when to let go? Is it like one of those things where its like "you just know"? LOL that rhymes AHHas =p


	joannnee May 25, 2007 11:02 PM PDT lol i don't get ure comment. what? rofl HAHAH updateeee!


	swirlyy May 21, 2007 08:04 PM PDT wow..everythign you said joanne just went past me lol. and i don't get the 'you just know' cos like if you just know then how do you know you know yeah? i dont know ..


	joannnee May 5, 2007 10:13 PM PDT hahaha lol @ the "you know" thing rofl no i don't know =S anyways man i used to loveeeeee that song hmm so since you like knowing everything before it happens. does that mean ure like kinda insecure about somethingsomething? LOl It's not like I don't trust anyone or anything, because there's heaps" heaps of what? LOl umm "letting go of something" i guess it's when you realise that feelings have changed? or that they don't belong to you anymore. whatever the thing it is i guess. and you decide by =S ummm . same answer as above LOL when you know something is not ures anymore or you're feelings/affection towards that something has changed, you just let go of it or w/e and carrying it out .. umm UP TO YOU =D heheheeheheheheh im bored & very sick =[ btw whatta long comment (H)


	SHARON April 28, 2007 08:39 PM PDT Man I don't get that whole "you just know" thing, cos HOW WOULD U KNOW THAT U KNOW...yeah basically what you said HAHAHA. Often than not, you DON't know. You just take a chance. If take ur chance and it turns out bad, you're screwed!! :-D So you think, is it worth this risk? Sure you're unsure of what will happen next, but sometimes you just gotta take a chance (and pray on ur life it`ll turn out fine) . Yes, I duno what the hell I'm on about right now... it's the weekends!!!!!

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